Feminist LOLs?

I know, it's been awhile...again. It's 1 a.m and I should go to sleep. But can I just point out how much I LOVE Bitch Magazine's blog? Why?

Because it gives me things like this at which to giggle:

Yeah, that's right. AT WHICH TO GIGGLE. 

Oh, So THIS is What Making Money Feels Like

This morning I woke up to my 7:30 a.m. alarm, groaned, and tried to plot ways for me to be able to go back to sleep.  I thought not showering was an option and I stumbled over to the mirror. EEK! No dice there. Then I thought to myself:

"Stop being such a wimp, SUCK IT UP, WOMAN!" 

I actually thought this in much harsher, not blog friendly terminology. I am so very nice to myself, it's really no wonder that I have such rocking self-esteem. 

I babysat for a new family this morning. This is something I said I would never do.  But then I realized I had no money. For the first time ever, really, I babysat a little girl. Which was nice and easy and all. But the fact of the matter is I pledged my loyalty to my favorite team long ago. I've been babysitting them so long, it was extremely difficult to adjust to a babysitting experience WITHOUT epic light-saber battles. I usually don't know who or what they are talking about when we're playing Star Wars, so usually they just tell me to be Obi-Wan and I'm set. Because I may not know Star Wars very well, but I love me some Ewan McGregor. So, I was relieved when I got to sit for them today. 

I did, however, see Star Trek recently.  I liked it, because I actually appreciated the escapism of space travel and the complexities of the interwoven realities. Oh, and Chris Pine is kind of adorable. Zachary Quinto, who played Spock, was attractive...I guess. But I could never be with a man who shapes his eyebrows. 

I realize that the coming of summer has removed any sort of depth or self-reflection from my blog. I have overly referenced the appearances of men. So un-feminista of me. But, you know it's still me because I whine about getting up early and I continue to use the word "epic" inappropriately. 

But I am LOVING it. 

Back In the Swim of Things

You know it's going to be a great post when I start off with cheesy word-play. 

As I write this I'm watching game one of the Stanley Cup finals, Penguins vs. Red Wings. I am, of course, rooting for the Red Wings because they eliminated the Caps. Through this justification I am pretending that I know anything about ice hockey. I generally watch hockey so I can watch people skate amazingly well and also listen to announcers talk about guys who sound far more Scandinavian than me. 

Oh, and for the record, Sidney Crosby is not physically attractive. Media, stop trying to tell me he is! Creepy half-mustaches are not going to make the NHL more marketable!

Oh, and if I'm going to be discussing attractiveness, hey, U.S. Postal Service? Why did you have to put my copy of this week's Sports Illustrated through what looks like a hurricane? Tom Brady's face does not deserve such treatment!

All right, back to the reality in which I actually participate. Claire and I randomly decided to exercise our ability to join the swim team one last year, and we started practice this week. It's strange, not coaching, but so far I'm liking it, even though getting back in shape can be all sorts of painful. 

Wednesday a bunch of the girls went out to the Cheesecake Factory (which generally stretches beyond our budgets) to celebrate friend C's birthday and the arrival of summer. The size of those dishes are absolutely mind-blowing. By the end we were all kind of curled up in our round booth, groaning...half happy, half mortified. It was still amazingly fun chatting with everyone again, because spirited, pseudo-intellectual arguments/conversations are what we like best!

Please forgive the extensive use of exclamation points in this post. Sometimes I have trouble controlling my natural inclinations towards fulfilling blonde stereotypes. 

Now, Claire has accidentally left her Twitter account open on my computer, so if you'd excuse me, there is some fun to be had!

Yeah, It's Been Forever

I know, I know. Don't hate me!

There's quite a bit to cover. You see, I've actually been doing things, as well as heavily concentrating on not doing things. 

I started at the Women's Institute for Freedom of the Press.  It's a pretty awesome set-up, and I'm enjoying taking the metro back and forth because of the amazing people-watching it provides. If you are looking for crazy, your first stop should be the red line. Really. At WIFP, One other intern started with me, and three more will join us on Wednesday. I'll be able to contribute to the quarterly newsletter, and I can hardly wait to start digging into articles. For now, however, we're doing a lot of book keeping and updating of the website. 

The fam, plus one, headed up to Otis to kick off the summer. The weather? Warm! The water? Freezing. Because of this I decided to dedicate the majority of my time to my friends Phillip Roth and Harlan Coben, supported by the hammock. I was very loyal the whole weekend. I did, however, get to reunite with my favorite man-made object of all time, the jet-ski. Because Claire is far more brave than I am, I got the opportunity to take her disking and skiing. When you operate three different water-crafts in a long weekend, you know summer has officially begun. 

Oh, and it also helps if you have really strange tan lines. Then summer has REALLY begun. 

Start to Summer

It's summer. It may not feel that way, because pants are occasionally necessary for warmth purposes...but all the same, I have no school. 

So it's summer. 

As usual I'm going through the motions of reacquainting myself to the lavish home lifestyle, which includes showering without shoes on and sleeping a whole heck of a lot. Yesterday, however, I hopped (slunk) out of bed at 6:30 and metro-ed down to D.C. to attend a panel on the future of the profit structure for newspapers hosted by the New America Foundation and the Washington Monthly. It was interesting to see seasoned newspaper men clash with independent media champions and business people throw in their two cents about the funding and collapse of newspapers. Senator Ben Cardin talked a bit about his newspaper revitalization bill.  I'm not sure about how effective it will be, but at least the sentiment is there. 

I felt a little out of my league. But it was kind of awesome. I should take advantage of the city like this more often. 

ALSO

I don't think the college is ever going to post my final grades, because they want to wait as lonngggg as possible and torture me into certain insanity. 

My application for my politics double major was approved. However, it appears that I will have to take 6 credits of a science to fulfill the liberal arts requirement. 

WAIT WHAT?!

Oh dear God. This could get ugly. 

Uncool. 

I think I'm going to go watch some mindless television and avoid thinking about the horror that would be me actually taking two science courses during my undergraduate career. 

I thought the whole point of this "liberal arts" deal was the avoidance of any sort of science. Screw well-roundedness. I'd rather be wholly limited in my knowledge scope, thank you very much. 

At least I satisfied all my 6 math credits through AP courses. 

I would have a heart attack if someone told me I had to take Calculus II. 

Last Night In Ithaca

I started this blog a few days before I, well, shipped off to college for the first time. I had no real idea what to expect. Movie images and publicity pamphlets danced in my head and a nauseating but exciting uncertainty churned in my stomach. What I knew of Ithaca was tour rhetoric and curriculum details. What I found upon my arrival was much more. 

In Ithaca I've found a home tucked between rolling hills and plunging gorges.  It's a little enclave of liberalism in the midst of an area full of crazy and intelligent people.  I'm farther away from the center of things--Washington D.C.-- than I've ever been but by being here I've connected far more to the outside world than ever before. From the familiar comfort of our little basement radio newsroom I've reported on countless suicide bombings, Somali pirates, twisted Illinois politics, and Taliban insurgency in Pakistan. I walk into a room and laugh with the sports guys and chat with the DJs, and at the same time I'm entering a world far beyond Ithaca College. How cool is that?

In high school I preferred to succeed at a quieter level. I thought, you work hard, you get good grades, you build a successful profile and hopefully have some fun along the way. I've always been reserved with people I don't know well. My level of chattiness and general obnoxiousness increases in proportion to my comfort level. This school year I've chased down coaches on the sideline of a field, on the pool deck, and on the banks of an inlet. I've called website founders in different time-zones and scheduled interviews with people who have better things to do with their time. I've been published. I've learned that you have to do the grunt work before you can imagine tackling the creative, and I've started to find how I can weave my love of writing into my pursuit of a journalism degree. 

I've written a lot about learning to fail. But what I'm realizing now is that a level of dissatisfaction is necessary to reach any sort of worthwhile success no matter what. Otherwise, we're passive. That's not acceptable at a school where protests are common and "WE ARE EQUAL" banners are thrown across the front of buildings in the middle of the night during exam week. 

College is learning that you actually have to dress yourself to accommodate the weather outside. It's sitting cross-legged at the Boothroyd kitchen table with a mug of tea in your hands and friends surrounding you that make you laugh until tears spring from your eyes. It's outdoor adventures and crowded houses. It's learning that a deadline is a deadline. It's the blissful uncertainty of starting something new and the awesome comfort of new friends. It's a 5:30 wake up call when everyone else is sleeping till 10. 

It's getting to know the janitor at Park because he unlocks the door for you at 5:45 in the morning and doesn't think you're crazy. It's the thoughts and expletives that run through your head when it's negative four degrees and pitch black outside, and you're walking across campus. But then, all of a sudden, the fountains are on again, and you're seeing friends run bases across striking green fields. It's appreciating Margaret Atwood for the first time and considering global trade in a new light. It's paper upon paper upon exam upon quiz. It's the stress and the fear and the worry.

What it comes down to is this:

It's my last night in Ithaca. The end of my freshman year. I've finished the first step in the process of shipping off. I've got a summer ahead of me with enough crazy to last me the four months or so I've got for break. But even so...

I can't wait for next year. 

Just a Few Points

1. I just finished classes. Completely. Done with freshman year classes. Eeep!

2. Saturday was the radio vs. tv annual softball game. I went to watch, and left early because I was confident that my radio boys had it locked up, 11-1. Then I found out we lost, 17-14.  I don't know how that is possible.  If you want to see how epic it was, or the shiny back of my head, check out my dean's blog.

3. Six more pages to go on j-research.  I can do it!

4. Tonight, radio and t.v join once more in our "Just Desserts" celebration. Which is exactly what it sounds like, plus awards and death tapes. Oh no. 

For those unaware, death tapes are like bloopers.  Things caught on camera that you didn't think were caught on camera. They're generally hilarious and wildly inappropriate. 

5.  I'm getting there. 

6. According to the 10-day weather forecast here, the next time I'll see sun, I'll be in Maryland. 

Oh, Ithaca. I'll still miss you despite your crappy weather patterns.